My first post for 2010

At the face of death…

I’m in a situation again where i’am waiting the last breathe of my patient… The longest time to wait… just like in giving birth when the time is getting closer u feel its too long to wait… coz u never know when its coming butyou know its coming….

God is so great that He made the entrance and exit almost the same… Though it doesnt happen to everybody.. but its the general scenario for a normal situation..

At least lucky for my patients coz they were able to live their lives to the fullest…. they were able to experience life as a whole…. so in a way, its better for them to go to alleviate the pain they are experiencing..

I’m the mode of heart breaking again… especially when I was with my patient when they are still strong and spend good times and hard times as well…. then u witness how they suddenly deterioriate.

Once they admitted in the hospital, expect that when they come back it would be a lot different.

But I guess thats how it is… at least the family will still have the chance to be with them and give the care and love… reconcile also with people they were estranged for long time…

When this time comes, everything is forgotten and forgiven…. coz they were also concern of leaving this world with peace in their hearts….

They know that they are coming back again to their true home with their mom and dad who passed away.. Those are the people that they call… not their spouses nor their children… its always their mom and dad….

They see them and they start to lift their hands .Sometimes they just stay waiting for some family members….when all is done… then the time gets closer and closer……

And when the time comes…. its gonna be a new start again for the family….

As for me, another patient again to cheer up and help to make his/her last days comfortable……